chris i just wanted to write you to tell you how much i love you. i know i tell you all the time but it's the truth. baby you are my best friend. you're the one person that i feel i can tell anything to. you're the one person who always knows how to make me feel better, even if it takes a few hours. you're the one person who can always make me laugh when i'm in the worst mood and when i'm the saddest. you absolutely mean the world to me and i have no idea what i would do with out you.
you're my best friend and even though it sounds weird or gross, you're my lover. you're the one person i want to be with forever. you're the one person i want to marry and have kids with. the one person i want to wake up to every morning and the last person i want to see at night. you're the only person i want to kiss every day.
every time i get to talk to you, i get so stinkin excited you have no idea. skyping with you is the best part of my night by far every night. i get so sad when i don't get to skype with you. i admit that sometimes i get really upset when you have to go to the gym but i promise baby it's not at you. it's just because i don't get to talk to you. but now, they don't care anymore and you have no idea how happy that made me.
i can't wait until you come out here baby! we're going to have the best time, going places and seeing things with each other. being able to travel with each other. and especially just being able to finally be with you. to be able to hold you and kiss you. being able to watch movies with you and lay around and be lazy. i can't wait honey!
but honestly sweetie, you mean the world to me. i haven't cared about someone the way i care about you in a long time. yes i cared about matt and i cared and still do about david (as a friend of course). and there's the guys i dated, but baby, my feelings for them don't compare to the feelings i have for you. you are my world and my life. i love you so much. i can't believe how blessed i am that you chose to be with me. you picked me out of all the girls you could have chosen. you want me, not any of them. i'm so blessed that God brought you into my life, even in the way he did.
i love you so much chris. you better never forget it!
